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| Hey to whoever reads my Xanga... so I am really goin' to try to not say anything anymore. holding my breath for about a week, maybe more(?)...wonder how long I'll last. that's it...thanks for reading. | | |
| Hey to whoever reads my Xanga... Haven't written in a while, about 2 months or somethin' like that and ALOT has gone on since then, heh...both good and bad things, isn't always like that ? writing how you feel and writing what you want to say really does cause some sort of 'drama' after people read it...whether it's directed to them or not...so now i don't know...should i even say anything? should i just keep quiet and let thing stay in me? i don't know... friends are friends and there are different characters and personalities...some do this, some do that etc. there comes a time however when trouble starts and people turn into something else, what you think they wouldn't do they do and you thought you knew them but in reality you probably don't...some you trust more than others but that doesn't make the others less...some you get along with more and some are just fair weather friends...some you have hopes for and some are actually there...some you think will be there but some won't... ...there's always feelings involved in any type of relationship, family.friends.co-workers.bf/gf. etc...i don't get how some people say they don't care...yes, at times you really don't and we all understand 'cuz it just has nothing to do with you or it wouldn't affect you at all...but what if it affects your friend? do you still not care? there should be this understanding amongst friends, especially close ones that you show or say or act that you care...every action has its consequences...we all make mistakes, and everything goes both ways...have fun and be out there and that i do agree with but that shouldn't take away from some of the things that matters... i have this idea that life is like a pie chart, or at least life can be seperated into different types of pie charts...for example, school life. you set your schedule and you set a certain amount of time and effort to get this done, or study, or go to work, etc...family life would be different percentages of how much time you spend at home, take care of family matters and all that. social life could be broken down to percentages of people. of your friends and just people you know in general...some have higher percentages than others but that's alright and some could just be on the "others' category...this thought might seem mean but to some extent i think it's true......right? feel like i'm losing ground...i don't want to fall in with the "others" heh, guess I couldn't keep quiet afterall...so yea, that's it, thanks for reading. i'm here. | | |
| Hey to whoever reads my Xanga... so just before Sunday, August 27th 2006 ends, just wanted to say Happy Birthday to me...hehehe and thanks for the all people that made me who I am today...some come and go, and then come back again...either way, I appreciate the experiences that we had or have and even yes, some are better experiences than others but that's part of life...thank to my family, no matter how fucked up we are...and my friends, no matter how fucked up we are hahaha...i love you all and thanks for all the birthday shoutouts lol, and by saying that, maybe I'll get more? hahaha whatever...good luck to those starting college in a few days, unless you've been back already...STUY, APAYA, SBU, PUSO = me good people = good times...thanks again and good night. | | |
| Hey to whoever reads my Xanga...
holy shit, i actually sorta lol believe this right now...it's crazy, if you know me, take a look and read...i took one of those online quizzes and here it goes:
Get to know yourself better -
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (ha! yea right...)
Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (www.quizbox.com)
what the hell?!...i am shocked in how true this was...anyways, summer school is about to end...i've been having alot of fun lately...the work sucks, I'm actually procrastinating right now...I'm doing good, feeling good too I suppose, I just shouldn't complain...thanks to my favorites, APAYA people for that early b-day celebration, and to my PUSO people here in Stony, what to do without you guys?...this has been a real memorable summer, one filled with love and fun and great experiences...good people = good times...to those that will go back to college soon, good luck and have a good semester...
so yea, thanks for reading, happy birthday to me on the 27th of Aug...
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| Hey to whoever reads my xanga...
Philippines = a piece of Paradise where everybody knows your name
so I'm back from the Philippines...my homeland...it was definitely a great experience...I finally got to see my family after 9 years!...that's insanely long...the first time I left, which was when I was about ten years old, I guess it didn't affect me as much, leaving my brother and sister behind and my cousins and the friends I've made and everything else...this time around, even though I only stayed there for a month and half, it definitely affected me more and definitely made me see the importance of family, no matter how "dysfunctional" it may be...I didn't go to fancy beaches, or hop from island to island or go to bars and party or whatever, but going home isn't about that...I mean, it would've been cool to have gone to beaches and resorts and etc. but even my own family told me that it would be more fun if you go to those places with your friends...and besides, everyone is the family is older than me, no one is around my age...I miss my family already...the food...the television shows...speaking in Tagalog ('cuz none of my filipino friends seem to understand / speak  )...going everywhere by car...buying stuff at the malls...the stray cats, lol...but it's good to be back
I miss New York City...walkin' around and everyone isn't Filipino unlike over there, I was like damn, we're all Filipino, it was a lil overwhelming at first but I got used to it hahaha and here, I can see different faces and races and I think I'm the only Filipino...what a change of environment...I can't wait to go back to Stony and get the summer classes started, that should be interesting...ok, I'm tired...just call me if you want to hang out...
so yea, thanks for reading, back to the ol' grind - whatever that is, leave something and never forget where you come from...
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